Sometimes, I have to remind myself that everyday could be the greatest day of my life. Can you imagine how amazing every single day would be if we were able to be our best self every day? I have a lot to work on...
Today I woke up at 7 am. Which is completely weird and out of character for me. I'm sure that I will be falling right back to sleep just as soon as I get a few things off my chest... It's raining outside. I love it so much! I don't care if it's cold, warm, day, or night- rain is always happy in my book. It's a refresh button that works. Today I will not wait all day for that mister to call me like he said he would. Today I will see my friend, whom I like to call Friend. Today I will smile because I NEED to. I need to feel that pain in my cheeks and the ache in my stomach from laughing so hard. I need it.
Later today, I'm going with my mom to the doctor. She finished chemo treatments last month, but has been really sick with a bad flu ever since.. Flues are bad for chemo patients. Cross your pinkies.
And so it is.