This is my voice, my story, my opinions, my beliefs...

"If they love your work that is always great. If they despise it, it is also a compliment... At least they felt something! Make them feel it." ~Anna Jorgenson

Friday, May 20, 2011


You know, I really need to get a hold of this Karma chick, she is really starting to put me through it... What did I ever even do, huh? Clearly, there has been a huge misunderstanding. How about lunch, eh Karma? Do you like lunch? A nice sit down, so I can explain myself.
Can I just get ONE break? Just one.
It all sort of bubbled over today when I didn't get ready or dressed. When I don't get ready, I automatically feel crappy. Hey, I'm a woman, it's natural. I am an emotional wreck. Though, I hear they make pills for that... As if the past few months haven't been outstandingly psychotic enough, and the past couple of days have been tricky as my mom is not doing so well. Now, this evening, when we finally checked the mail, I received a letter from SUU saying that I was not in good standing this semester. That I am, therefore, suspended for the next two semesters... Awesome, SUU. A whole year. Thank you so much for understanding? Not. I am going to be calling them tomorrow to tell them just exactly how I feel and just exactly what I think about the whole thing. NOT TO MENTION, World, I feel a cold coming on.
Just ONE break? Please? 

In other news...
There was a peacock in my backyard the other day... Random for a small city in Southern Utah? I'd say so.
My niece was super cute about it. "Jojo! Look at that peepop!" I guess that solves the "Kevin" mystery. For as long as I have lived in this house, whenever I would go into my backyard, I would hear this crazy loud squawking! I decided it could be a lot of things. Living in a small town, you never know what shenanigans people are in to. If you have ever seen the movie Up, it sounds EXACTLY like that exotic bird, Kevin. Thinking back on it, I cannot believe I never guessed peacock... Except the part about living in Utah... Not exactly our state bird. Pheasants, Eagles, Hawks, sometimes Canadian Geese... But peacocks? Anyway, it was fun, and a lovely surprise visitor while we were eating our PB&J.

I would write more, but this thing is starting to freak out, causing me to freak out... I hope your day is going much better than mine!

~ miss Rae

1 comment:

  1. OH MY GOSH, OH MY GOSH, OH MY GOODNESS. a peacock?! it all makes sense now. my mind is blown.

    therefore, i want a peacock. i need a real life Kevin to carry around at all times. that and how cool would i be if i had a peacock as a pet.

    also, i miss you. and love you. and miss you again. and i'm glad you're feeling better.